Intense Love - Chapter 101
Chapter 101 – Losing Control
After her shower, Lailai took Su Jinbei back to Zhou Shiyun’s room. The two opened the door and saw that Zhou Shiyun had already taken a shower and changed clothes. They had walked into the scene of him leaning against the table, his eyes lowered, brooding and mysterious.
“Zhou Shiyun.”
“Get out.”
Su Jinbei was shocked, thinking that he was telling her to get out. However, Lailai quickly let go of her hand, “Uhm, Jinbei, I’ll take my leave.”
“Oh, ah, thank you.”
“It was no problem at all.”
Lailai closed the door behind her. Zhou Shiyun looked at her when he heard the door shut. He walked over slowly, suddenly pressing his hand on her shoulder.
Su Jinbei didn’t have time to cry out before Zhou Shiyun had already lowered his head down to hers. He bit her lip, as if it was his intention to make her feel the sting, and gnawed forcefully.
Su Jinbei could barely handle it. She pulled Zhou Shiyun’s clothes towards her tightly, her whimpers dying in between their mouths.
“How stupid are you?” Zhou Shiyun pulled away slightly, the eyes that gazed at her held a tint of ruthlessness.
Su Jinbei blinked, “Huh?”
“I told you that you should just search for Xiaoyuan nearby. What did you run so far for? If you couldn’t find him, then you should’ve come back. Do you not know how dangerous it is to walk around outside?!”
Su Jinbei stammered, “I didn’t think I would go far either. It was an accident, and a child’s life was at stake. Who would have thought…”
“Whose life is more important than your own?!” Zhou Shiyun rebuked in a deep voice.
Su Jinbei was taken aback. She didn’t respond for a long time. She only realized now that they were finally face to face, eye to eye, that his eyes were bloodshot.
“Su Jinbei! Do you understand?!”
“I-I understand?”
Was he asking that she understood it was very dangerous, or was he asking that she understood how important her life was? No, the main point now should be that he was worried about her. Clearly he was saying that she was the most important.
Su Jinbei was overjoyed and pressed her lips to his before he could even speak. But this time, Su Jinbei did not hesitate. She stretched out her hands to wrap them around his neck and forcefully paid him back for his previous actions.
Su Jinbei could feel how different the current him and his previous self were. He was being ruthless, extremely ruthless. The hand wrapped around the waist held her so tight that she felt a slight ache.
“Zhou Shiyun…” She was addicted to his ruthlessness and thought to herself how crazy this night was becoming.
Zhou Shiyun could feel himself being driven to insanity, but he couldn’t control himself.
No one would ever know how he felt in the hour he spent looking for her. He had tried so hard to search for her, tried so hard to comfort himself, telling himself she would be fine. But no matter how much he tried to reassure himself, he couldn’t help but think about the worst possible outcome. And the worst possible outcome repeatedly ravaged his spirit, tearing him to the point of almost breaking down.
Now, she was right in front of him. He suddenly felt a little hatred for her, he hated her for her ability to have his mind, his sanity, wrapped around her finger.
“Ah…” The exclamation slipped past Su Jinbei’s lips. Zhou Shiyun’s hand loosened. He regained his thoughts and raised his eyes to look at her.
After a long time, he whispered, “Sorry.”
He released both of his hands that had been gripping her to him and took a step back.
“Don’t apologize to me.” Su Jinbei stepped forward, staring at him straight on. Her hand slid up his shoulder once again, “Zhou Shiyun, you’re being anxious for me, right?”
Zhou Shiyun gulped, “Don’t do it again next time.”
“Okay,” Su Jinbei’s voice cracked a little. She stood up on her uninjured leg, “I won’t do it anymore…”
“Good…”
“Then, shall we continue?”